It’s been a few days. You know when it’s been a few days that I’ve fallen off the wagon. I’ve definitely let myself go this past weekend. We’ve had a friend in town and we celebrated two birthdays. I tried to be good but that all went out the window with the first delicious cocktail at a club in Santa Monica. Here is a rundown of things I’ve eaten since Friday, a brie and prosciutto panini, nachos, quesadillas, omelets, more vodka than anyone should consume, popcorn, a Mexican brunch buffet with bottomless mimosas. Here is the good news though, I did start with weekend with a long walk from Venice Beach to Santa Monica!

I’m not going to lie, it always leads to a little bit of a depression. I had a shirt on today and it felt tight, I made myself wear it all day, or until I got home and I was depressed all day. I go through these cycles and I just feel extremely sad that I can’t get myself together.

Here is another struggle, we are headed to Orlando this weekend for a company party. We will be at DisneyWorld and there is just going to be temptation everywhere. Part of me thinks I should just give up until after the holidays but I still have to keep trying.

Tonight we are going to see a preview of Ellen DeGeneres’s new Netflix special in Hollywood. Unfortunately, I don’t think she will be there but it will be fun.

More soon.

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